I think a lot of us can identify with what’s going on in today’s Gospel reading. Jesus and the Twelve had been working hard: they had just been out on mission, proclaiming the Gospel and the Kingdom of God, casting out demons, and healing the sick. It was hard work. Some of it was successful, sure, but probably some of it wasn’t, because everyone probably wasn’t ready to hear what they were preaching. So, coming back to the Teacher now, they were tired, but they were excited. Jesus calls them together to go to an out-of-the-way place to rest a while, maybe have something to eat. But as soon as they arrive, they find that the crowds figured it out and got there ahead of them. The crowds clamored for Jesus’ attention, bringing to him as they always did, their needs and brokenness and pain.
If you’re a parent, that might sound familiar. When’s the last time you had a minute to yourself, only to find out that the children have figured out where you were and needed something right now? Or at work, you finally have five minutes to take care of your own projects, only to have a coworker come and ask for help with something they are doing? We know the experience. Responsibility for whatever we are charged with never really ends, no matter who we are. We have so many things to do, we don’t have time for ourselves, for our spiritual lives, for those things that are ultimately important.
And Jesus doesn’t want it to be so. He wants to shepherd all of us to an out-of-the-way place to rest a while, to rest in him. He wants to feed all of us with the best of food: his own Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity, that we might have strength to take care of those crowds clamoring around us for our attention.
So we have to let him. We have to give him five minutes of our day, if we haven’t been giving him anything at all. We have to give him a little more now, so that he can use that space to help us rest a while, to refuel, to recharge, to grow and become more. I know that seems like pie-in-the-sky: surely, it won’t be easy. If we can’t find five minutes for ourselves, how on earth are we going to find five minutes for Jesus? But it is possible. I think maybe it’s too much at the end of the day when we’re dog tired. So we have to find another, better time. Maybe we can get up five minutes earlier just to read a verse of Scripture and put ourselves in the presence of our Lord for the day. Maybe at work, we can put our spiritual lives on our to-do lists, keeping a little devotional book or prayer book in our desk drawers or back pockets so that we can rest for five minutes and refocus. It will make everything we do better. I used to put prayer on my to-do list every day in the days before seminary when I was working at a print company. One day I was out sick, and my co-worker who filled in for me wrote a note on the to-do list at the end of the day: “I don’t think it helped!” But of course it did. Prayer always gives us more than we give to it.
Brothers and sisters in Christ, Jesus can do a lot with five minutes. In these summer days, those five minutes can be the refreshment we need to move forward in our relationship with God and with the people in our lives. They can help us to not be resentful of what we’re called to do for others. They can help us to give more than we think we can. They can help us to give better than we can all on our own. Five minutes can help us in good times and in bad.
Jesus wants to be our shepherd, spreading the table before us and making our cups overflow. And he will if we carve open a space for him to do that in us. Give Jesus five minutes, go to an out-of-the-way place to rest a while.